Graduation at 18 n____n

To everyone that ever doubted me, to everyone that calls people who didn’t get to graduate on time stupid and fuck ups, to everyone that told me everyday that I wouldn’t make it, to everyone that looks down on people because it takes them a bit longer to get there shit together.. fuck you all. Today I am graduating yes a year late  but you know what?, at least I didn’t give up, At least im doing this and its not for you, its not for my parents, its not for anyone else other than myself <3 and i know this will not be the last graduation for me <3. Pictures will be up soon you kool kats! C: Also congrats to everyone that’s doing something that they never thought was possible, don’t you ever give up  <3333333.

Also a special thanks to my babe, Deonta I couldn’t have done this without you, thank you for always supporting me and helping me every step of the way <3, your the best I LOVE YOU!!!! n_______n 

To my wonderful boyfriend,

It’s amazing how much someone could influence you, its amazing how someone could change your whole life just by you letting them come into your heart and mind. I Find myself thinking about you all the time, thinking if you’d like this song, or hoping that your fine. Oh geeze, you have no idea what you’ve done to me. This spell, this stench of love in the air around me this new piece of life you’ve broughten to me… love. I know I tell you all the time the feelings you make me feel, every night i repeat to you the way we met, and every now and than i remind you of that one time. And you see, i could tell you all these things for eternity, but the thing is even if I were to do that you would still never know how much i love you. Your more than a lover, more than a best friend, more than my partner in crime, you are my everything. 

Disneyland? soon? YESS!!!

Awh i have such a wonderful and amazing boyfriend, he’s taking me to Disneyland!!! n___________n He’s wonderful in every level, i love how we are, ive fallen in deep in love with him, my rude boy, my world, my heart, my everything your so ideal for me its unreal. I love you <3.

I’m so tired of feeling insecure because of my acne scars, yes it may not be obvious to people but to me it is. And why so?, because Society has implanted into my mind that having acne is NOT pretty or acne scars too. I’m tired of it, im tired of wearing makeup. So no more foundation, even if it was just a “little” here and there, I am beautiful without makeup, I don’t need a mask anymore. Take me as i am, or dont. I will not hide the real ME… Posting pictures in a week (:  

Sorry venting.

I’m in love.

Just thought I would share this lovely news, with my tumble friends :)

Viva Ska Vegas <3333, TOMORROW!!!

• Matching Aquabat capes with my love… CHECK.
•  Nails did…CHECK.
• Redyed my blue bangs… CHECK.
• Snacks and drinks…CHECK.
• Awseomeness..DOUBLE CHECK.
• Good company…CHECK.

Andddddddddddddd the lis goes on and on im ready ;D <333 hope to see some of you there n___n

Its amazing how a complete stranger can enter ones life and totally change everything for the better. You are the best thing that has happened to me and im so in love with you! i cant go one day without talking to you, barely two days without seeing you. your everything i could ever want and more. i find myself falling more in love with you as time goes on. its hard to believe its only been a few short months but nothing compares to the life time i want to spend with you. I love you. <3

It is you <3

You brighten up my days, you make me laugh and smile all the time, and  when we have our downs I just want to hold you tight, when we take walks i wish I wouldn’t be so lazy and walk with you forever… just holding hands you and I. You mean more than all the stars to me, honest you do :) I’m glad i met you, I want to do everything with you, but first thing is first Lets just enjoy life together <3.

My dear 965 followers, Sorry Venting.

I get so upset when i hear people say “This is how a woman is supposed to look like”.. blehh its all bullshit. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO BE SAYING WHAT SOMETHING IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE OR BE, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY WHAT BEAUTY IS, FUCK YOU!, We are not your fucking sex toys. We are all built differently, each one of us is beautiful, we each are our own kind of perfection. There are sooo many young girls out there with soo many insecurities because of society. So your all right I can’t change the world, but i can reach out to young ones and tell them that society is wrong, that they are beautiful, so what if they don’t have this or that FUCK the magazines, fuck the way the “Draw” women, fuck all that business. It pains me to know that even today our world is still so closed minded. I will be a Woman Studies Professor, i will live my life the way i want to live it, dress the way i want to dress, and i will look into a mirror every morning and tell myself that i am beautiful, as you all should. We’re all different don’t let them change who you are.

My mama always said thinking the way i do would get me into trouble, so fuck it i’ll still stand high.

Mind.

I’ve been so down in the dumps lately, its hard not to show it. I’m such a bummer and it sucks. All my friends seemed to find there way out of my life in the time of need. And i drill the only person i really talk to about my problems. Depression isnt cool, trying to fight it is too difficult. I’ve been needing help for the longest, but i thought it was just a  phase, and now its just getting worse. I need to get my shit together, before i start pushing more people away. Oh nevermind, I can’t help that.

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So I’m in love you can all go ahead and say what you want. He makes me happy and I’m damn lucky, he doesnt get mad when i chill with my homies, or when I poke him in the eye. I got this great fuckin guy by my side, fuck you if it bothers you. I got this guy’s back through it all, he’s so down to earth and real. We couple skank <3, I’m always holding his band, and he’s the Rudest Boy i know <3. He’s just awesome Ahhhh <33 I’m glad i met him!